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Me..surrounded by MARA, FELDA, YEMEN, JPA, ATM, TUDM, SEYCHELLES, etc. etc. files!

Me..suffocated with these files!

Me..somebody help me please!

Father's Day

Sunday, 21st June 2009
Jarang sekali kami sekeluarga sambut father's day. Bole kata selalu jugaklah buat tak tahu sahaja. Don't know why this year macam rajin nak hang out a.k.a dinner dengan Abah. As usual, it was my idea and my sis yang keluarkan $. Tempat pilihan ialah Cheng Ho (Restoran Amy Search). Me & my sis tried this restaurant before, sememangnya restaurant ni best from foods, drinks and the environment memang first class- sangat sesuai kalau nak celebrates special day or anything. Tapi disarankan datang berempat sebab makanannye banyak!! Berbalik cerita nak pergi makan di Cheng Ho. Lepas melawat pakcik di GH (astaga panasnye la GH tu!! macamana pesakit nak sembuh??) kami nak reserved la tempat di Cheng Ho - alih2 yang ado! Cheng Ho Fully Booked!! Adoi - Hancur hasrat nak makan butter prawn & Black pepper beef!! hmm takde rezeki - Last-last malam tu dinner kat sebelah Cheng Ho = Aicu -hampeh sangat tempat tu mula2 pergi dulu ok tapi now macam 'tut'. So, overall malam tadi our father's day celebration just ok-ok sahaje.

Cerita sikit tentang Abah - Abah ni kalau nak berjalan die akan kata die dah 'plan' everything so perjalanan die akan perfect (tapi selalu lambat) - Abah kalau drive die suke complain itu ini (pasal jalanla, pasal pokok la, macam2lah contohnye 'kenapa diaorang buat jalan ni tak macam yang abah draw?' - ape nak jawab??) - Abah suke 'bertekak' dengan mak, kalau sehari tak 'bertekak' tak sah! (maybe itu care die bermanje. adoyai manje ke??) - Abah ni kalau minta tolong die akan buat dgn jayanye tapi kena tahanlah dengan bebelan dan rungutan die (contohnye - Abah tolong tukarkan viper kembara susu, die cakap susu tak pandai jaga kereta die bebellah tapi dapat juga viper baru) - Abah suke sangat berbincang anak beranak, setiap kali berbincang die tanya pendapat dan sebenarnye die dah ade keputusan sendiri (atleast die bincang la kan) Abah-abah!

Luv Abah!

No Title

I'm trying so hard to AVOID this

This is so difficult

Oh! GOD,

I have no clue so..

Please give me your sign

I am weak so..

Please give me some strength

I am lost so..

Please guide me

AMIN.

The Answer

I've been tagged by Najid Family. Here is the questions and the answer:

• Where is your cell phone?
• on my office table, why? want to borrow?
  


• Relationship?
• The End
  


• Your hair?
• Dry & Frizzy
  


• Work?
• Update My Resume
  


• Your sister?
• The one and only sister
  


• Your favorite thing?
• Picture - it would tell you a whole story
  


• Your dream last night?
• You don't want to know it. It's scary.
  


• Your favorite drink?
• Soda Gumbira & Bandung Laici
  


• Your dream car?
• Honda
  


• The room you’re in?
• ...with 'empuk' bed
  


• Your shoes?
• I got plenty but I only wear 4 of it. Size 7 and a half.
  


• Your fears?
• Absolutely Allah The Almighty.
  


• What do you want to be in 10 years?
• To be ME!
  


• Who did you hang out with this weekend?
• My Family - i guess ~~
  


• What are you not good at?
• Memorize Malaysia/ World History
  


• Muffin?
• Banana's Muffin Please....mcm kek pisang la erk??
  


• One of your wish list items?
• Phd
  


• Where you grew up?
• Gombak
  


• Last thing you did?
• answered my mobile - call from ida
  


• What are you wearing?
• Black T-shirt and Jeans
  


• What aren’t you wearing?
• Accessories
  


• Your pet?
• No pet
  


• Your computer?
• Acer
  


• Your life?
• Up & Down
  


• Your mood?
• Happy
  


• Missing?
• Home - Mom, Dad and Sister
  


• What are you thinking about right now?
• Something Stupid
  


• Your car?
• Black Kembara
  


• Your kitchen
• Do I got kitchen?? Ha Ha
  


• Your summer?
• In the office
  


• Your favorite color?
• Green ~~ Black
  


• Last time you laughed?
• Just Now
  


• Last time you cried?
• The day before yesterday
  


• School?
• Mathematic - mathematic - mathematic
  


• Love?
• abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz please choose one!
  


• So who wants to share their ONEs??
• Hmmmm....

Now i tag Mak zana back!

NOW

Actually, i am so sad right now - i feel that i am the black sheep of the family - i guess no body wanted to end up like this and so am i - feeling frustration, down, depressed and only ALLAH know it - if i got power to control this situation i will makes everyone happy as they wish - especially my beloved mom, dad and sis - mom, i miss u - i tried to hide it but i can't - it's too hard, difficult and complicated - Now i am trying to cheer up myself with help from my sister, cousins and friends - Please ALLAH help me too - Only ALLAH knows the reason why this happen to me - End -

Hush Hush

I never needed you to be strong. I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs. I never needed pain, I never needed strain. My love for you is strong enough you should have known. I never needed you for judgment. I never needed you to question what I spend. I never ask for help. I take care of myself. I don’t know why you think you got a hold on me.

And it’s a little late for conversations. There isn’t anything for you to say. And my eyes hurt, hands shiver. So look at me and listen to me because…
I don’t want to stay another minute. I don’t want you to say a single word.
Hush hush. Hush hush.
There is no other way, I get the final say. Because…

I don’t want to, do this any longer. I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say.
Hush hush. Hush hush. I’ve already spoken, our love is broken. Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections. On everything from how I act to what I say. I never needed words I never needed hurts. I never needed you to be there everyday. I’m sorry for the way I let go. From everything I wanted when you came along. But I am never beaten, broken not defeated. I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations. There isn’t anything that you can do. And my eyes hurt, hands shiver. So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute. I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush. Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say. Because… I don’t want to do this any longer. I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush. Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken. Baby hush hush

No more words. No more lies. No more crying

No more pain. No more hurt. No more trying

I don’t want to stay another minute. I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush. Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say. Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer. I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush. Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love ïs broken. Baby hush hush

*I don't know why i eagerly wanted to paste this song on my blog. This song specially dedicated to a 'man' talk too much without thinking. Just Shut-Up!

A New Day Has Come.....

This is the beginning of my own blog. What would I write? It is depend on what I think, what I see, what I believe and what I feel. It could be about my dreams, my past, my friends, my family or anything.

Why I Choose 'Susu's Small World' as the title of my blog?
My friends especially my colleague call me Susu and I like it a lot. Plus I like to drinks Susu (Milk). While I'm standing in this Big-Big world, I consider my blog is my small world. That's why I choose 'Susu's Small World as the title of my blog.

~~Enjoy Reading